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Not Even a Single Rose is as Beautiful as Saya

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Even from the great beyond, she still haunts this room with her beauty...

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in memory of raziel
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2005-05-21 [Saya]: thats not the kind of love i mean

2005-05-21 [fang, the grey wolf]: i know what kind of love u mean

2005-05-21 [Saya]: ok then... what kind do i mean?

2005-05-21 [fang, the grey wolf]: u want a loyal lover.... *tucks her hair back behind her ears* ive told u i'll do anything for u

2005-05-21 [Saya]: *looks up at him* no... u cant talk me out of it...

2005-05-21 [fang, the grey wolf]: *looks bk at her* please... kesho...

2005-05-21 [Saya]: no... i dont.... *stares at him*...

2005-05-21 [fang, the grey wolf]: go on msn

2005-05-21 [Saya]: *nods*

2005-05-22 [Saya]: *walks in humming and twirling*

2005-05-22 [Saya]: *fixes her arm sling*

2005-05-22 [Modnoc!]: ??

2005-05-22 [Saya]: extreme biking

2005-05-22 [fang, the grey wolf]: that was awsome!

2005-05-22 [Saya]: i know! the wipe out kicked ass!

2005-05-22 [fang, the grey wolf]: i know

2005-05-27 [RedHorizon]: hey

2005-05-27 [Saya]: blah wala wala bing bang... *does the robot*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sits and stares into space*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *wipes her tears with the sleve of her shirt and sits too*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *looks at u and looks down*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *walks to you and hugs you* .. cup of tea?.....

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hugs bk* no thanx... *brings his knees up to his face and buries his head in his knees*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *looks at you, tears glistening* *doesnt know what to say and sits down again*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *shakes head, thinking he's dreaming*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *watches you,wincing*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *whispers to u* she would never do this... would she?

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *looks at you, her lips to numb to answer*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: brb... *takes out his needle and goes to the bathroom*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: dont... what would she say if she saw you?....

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: i need to do this... its for my cancer...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: oh.. im sorry.... got the wrong.. idea

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: dw about it... when i did it at school one of the teachers walked in on me in the bathroom and gave me this big lecture on heroin -.-'

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *trys to smile* aw..

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *smiles weakly* ya...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *hugs her knees tightly*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hugs u and quickly backs away then looks out the window* wanna see something cool?

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: sure.. why not..

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *stops* i forget what it was...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *smiles weakly* dw...

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sighs and plays some old videos of kesh and smiles* she was such a beautiful singer...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *burries her head in her knees, listening*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *bursts into a coughing fit and goes to get his lung pump*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *watches and wonders if she can help*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *returns and hooks himself up to the IV* dw about it... my lungs are giving... nothing much...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: nothing much?... yea... ok.......

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *smiles* well.. could be worse

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: true..... *coughs, wiping away more tears*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hands u a tissue*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: thanks...

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: no prob

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *cuddles a teddy*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: u know... shes not really gone...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: what do you mean?.....

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: well.. if u keep her in ure thoughts... she cant leave... she'll still be there

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: I...Know....

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: besides... *takes out his ouijia board* im not gonna stop talking to her... she didnt... when i died... *realizes how stupid that sounds*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: no... she didnt.. she never gave up....

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: maybe it'll work for her... too...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: maybe......

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sighs and hums to himself*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *whispers to what seems herself.. but is just talking to saya.. although no reply..*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sits by u and grabs ure hand, closing his eyes he mutters to himself*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *looks at you* I can only imagine what shes saying.. or what shes thinking...

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: no no no... its something i learned.. i hope u dont mind ure thoughts being invaded

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: no....

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: not at all...

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: ok... u see... i used to have visions... now i can control them and enter people's thoughts... help them destroy inner demons and stuff like that... or have their whole lie flash before my eyes...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: ...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: ...cool

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: not all the time... *smacks his hand and grabs his wrist until a vein in his hand pops out*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: eww.... oh

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: lol.. *pokes the iv in* anyways... i gtg... *gets u and hugs u, then kisses ure forehead* i dont bite.. u know? u can talk to me...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *hugs back* and you can talk to me.... take care....

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: and thankyou...

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: im finally done of my drawing of kesh and chris

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: wow..

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: it took me forever...

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: I bet,....

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: its amazing..

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: thanx

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *hugs you*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hugs bk*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *smiles softly*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: someelf is enganged? tell her i said congrats... me and jenn are too... i just cant afford a ring right about now.. saving up to go see her

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: aww.. congrats too and I will

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: thanx... and thanx

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *nods in respect*

2005-05-27 [fang, the grey wolf]: *runs his fingers through his hair and looks outside*

2005-05-27 [Modnoc!]: *yawns softly, hugging her knees*

2005-05-28 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sits down angrily*

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: whats wrong?..

2005-05-28 [fang, the grey wolf]: [Mizz.Kat]! shes saying jenn doesnt really love me and shes probably going around around screwing everyone. then she told me i upset her when i got angry and now shes gonna kill.. possibly herself... like i fucking care anymore

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: *hugs you tight and sighs* dont get angry... i now its hard... but if you ignore her.. then she'll get bored.. plus people like that.. in the end// have no friends

2005-05-28 [fang, the grey wolf]: *hugs bk* i know... i blocked her

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: *nods gently*

2005-05-28 [fang, the grey wolf]: ya.. so.. hows u?

2005-05-28 [Modnoc!]: ok.. ill and still upset.. but getting better

2005-05-29 [Snap Dragon]:

I love you Kesho My Dearest!!!!xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Missing: </huge>

2005-05-29 [RedHorizon]: awww

2005-05-29 [Modnoc!]: *shakes.. looking at heather*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: *hugz alice*

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: *hugs back weakly*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: hey..do u want a cup of tea?....i think that some1 shuld give u one as ur always the one giving them

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: no.. im fine.. thanks anyway..

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: good..ok then

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: sorry if I offended you..

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: lol..no way....im a lil bit annoyed but its nothing to do wiv anything i dont think

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: ookiee.. well if you want to talk to me you can.. :)

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: ok..thnx.....same to u

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: *nods gently in respect*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: *nods aswell to fit in*

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: heh..

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: srry..that was the only thing i culd think of to do..coz i didnt want to salute..coz most ppl wuld think that i was making fun...but if i do that im not..it just my way i guess

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: yea... I dont understand... proves that most people dont fucking read properly*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: yep..me included most of the time

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: *sighs deeply, kicking the wall*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: wats the matter?

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: i just dont know what to do... and I keep thinking she's going to log on.. but she never will *tears form*

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: *gives u a hankie and hugz u tightly*.....but shes happy now atleast....and im sure that shes gonna hang around

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: *hugs back limply, crying* yes.. but i never said goodbye....

2005-05-30 [RedHorizon]: *holds u gently*......i dont think that u can evr truly say goodbye to some1..when they live on through their loved ones

2005-05-30 [Modnoc!]: im sorry...

2005-05-31 [fang, the grey wolf]: but u did... oh.. and she wanted me to say something to u, alice. *reads an old letter* "Alice, I love you, hunny. I hope you won't hate me for this but it's somthing I have to do. Phill just won't leave me alone. Please, don't hate me. We'll meet again, hey, maybe I'll ask God if I can haunt you. Wouldn't that be cool? It would be like a permenant sleep-over, or whatever. Anyways, I guess all I'm saying is I want you to forgive me. I'm weak, too weak. I'm sorry. I know you'll understand, you always did, you were the only one who did (thanx kesh). But Chris needs me, he's up in the winds whispering to me. I have to go to the only person who ever loved me. Love forever, Kesho."

2005-05-31 [Modnoc!]: *smiles weakly trying not to cry again* I think god granted her wish... I felt her presance near me...

2005-05-31 [fang, the grey wolf]: lol

2005-05-31 [Modnoc!]: either that or im going mad... but I thank her :) ... *wipes away tears*

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: good

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: yea..

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: i bitched at phill and roger in my house

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: why the hell were they in your house?..

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: in my et house

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: *relaxes* oh okay..

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: lol

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: if they were in my real house.. Someone would have to restrain me and take all sharp and killing objects away from me *blinks and sits down*

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: hell.. id kill them with my hands

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: *hugs her knees, sighing deeply* oh sh..sugar.. now I see... urgh *lets her head rest between her knees*

2005-06-02 [fang, the grey wolf]: *looks at u then at the clock* shit! i gtg! im gonna be late for school!

2005-06-02 [Modnoc!]: take care and good luck for getting there.

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: hey..

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: hey.. *hugs her*

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: *hugz bac*..how u doing?

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: meh.. you?

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: oh man...i got 2 get a dictionary on these type of words..i never know wat the mean....im fine thnx

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: lol.. im just.. ill.. and tired... so..

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: oh damn..that really sux....y rnt u in bed?

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: talking to people here .. lol.. so thats what i mean by meh,... like.. i cant be bothered with anything ;-;

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: well u shuld be bothered wiv going 2 bed....r u warm?..

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: yeah >> though windows wide upoen >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: ooh..shut it now man....dont want u 2 get sicker

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: *does so*

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: good...r u wearing a jumper or sumtin?

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: yup.. and a blanket n.n

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: *smiles*..good.....do u hve a drink?..and an orange?

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: nopie >> im not that ill o.o;;; dont worry... just.. meh.. >>

2005-06-03 [RedHorizon]: ok..damn....i just always assume a cold when some1 says they r sick..srry

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: hm?? no no its fine...

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: *tries to hold in laughter picturing people in jumpers*

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: ¬¬ its hooded >> << lol

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: *snickers* thats... umm... <http://hostinghelps.com/a1uqfk47/Chat.html> look i made my own chat room <<  >>

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: lmao well done >> ^^;

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: but i dont know if it works... can u check? it works for me.. but robert said it didnt work for him

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: hmmill try

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: thanx

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: ^^ niicee

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: ha! i rock.. and so do u... cause u were the first person (besides me) in it

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: lmao aww.. ^^

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: lol

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: o.o;; heh

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: i love that.. my motto on my website... "Welcome to my world... Earth" kesh said that to me b4

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: *nods gently*...

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: *feels uncomfortable* anyways.. im gonna work on firebird now...

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: *shifts and also feels a little akward* .. okay..

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: i cant find it -.-'

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: the drafts?

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: ya... she has the story done.. and i had it in my hands yesterday... now what did i do with it? ok found it.. i shoved it in the hole in my wall

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: wh..why?

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: *stops and stares into space* .. i... dont... know...

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: *sighs deeply and looks at the floor* cup of tea?

2005-06-03 [fang, the grey wolf]: no thanx

2005-06-03 [Modnoc!]: kay..

2005-06-04 [fang, the grey wolf]: *goes all psycho*

2005-06-04 [RedHorizon]: *looks around to see if any1 is watching and goes all psycho also*

2005-06-04 [fang, the grey wolf]: lol

2005-06-08 [aimfire]: I'm depressed.

2005-06-10 [Modnoc!]: *hugs aim*

2005-06-10 [RedHorizon]: *hugz both of u*..group hug!

2005-06-10 [fang, the grey wolf]: *sighs*

2005-06-10 [Modnoc!]: whats wrong?...

2005-06-10 [fang, the grey wolf]: nothing

2005-06-10 [Modnoc!]: okay..

2005-06-10 [fang, the grey wolf]: just tired.. thats all

2005-06-10 [Modnoc!]: *hands you a blanket and pillow*

2005-06-11 [RedHorizon]: *joins raz into the group hug also*

2005-06-11 [fang, the grey wolf]: srry i wasnt on sunday.. i have a new lung

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *spins around and around and around*

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *grins, noticing something funny about how much everyone must 'miss' Kesho* knew no one here loved her.. but would she listen? *picks up a pic of her in a frame and drops it, letting the glass shatter* nope

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *stops* dont you ever say that. Dont you EVER..

2005-06-14 [fang, the grey wolf]: *turns around to look at u, smiling evily* admit it... ure just trying to be perfect, but ure not... u try to be so innocent, but i see through you... i see through ure lies!

2005-06-14 [Modnoc!]: *slaps you hard, and looks you dead in the eye*

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